Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Love doesnt hurt you PEOPLE DO!

My heart knows what love is. My heart knows that love is not supposed to hurt. My eyes are not supposed to cry nor should my ears hear your lies. My mind does not understand the words you are trying to imply. The pain in my heart can't be relieved, if what you say i don't believe. I give you love, I give you love, I give you love but not sure if the same love I'll receive. Am I scared to be HURT? NO, this time won't be the first. I've been through harder things than losing a girl, I lost my mother who was my world. When I was young my body touched in all the WRONG ways, it cut me deeper than a double edge blade, father filled with drugs and alcohol filled jugs, watching my house burn down, a young girl born with a smile; turned into a frown. Thought the world has been so cold to me front the start, i try to keep a burning flame in my heart, trying to keep my mind clear, keeping my soul free of fear. Sometimes I get enraged, trying to keep me and this cold world on the SAME page. I might sometimes say things that are wrong but its my HEARTS unsung song.

Friday, October 15, 2010

up, up, and away.

She said this was unexpected and she had some questions. She's afraid because shes never felt this way. She said the thought of me makes her smile when I'm gone she misses me all the while. I put my hands on her waist, bring my lips closer for a taste, got her feeling all warm on the inside. Hey babe are you ready for this ride. come take my hand its time to start our journey trust and believe no need to worry. Lust? or Love? She says love I prefer I promised her to only my love she shall refer. I'll take your heart and water it with my love, send you beyond and above. I can show you what good physical love can bring, your surely open your mouth and sing, more like scream! YES! your my teenage dream.. Tonight when you close your eyes you'll see the love we made but its no surprise. you'll have my love all over you, holding you tight. You may be afraid of love but you know this feels right. I'm thinking perfect is a better word, To good to be true? never that, that absurd. I'll keep making you feel amazing. With my hand your head I'll be raising. Give you all the love in the world, the type you've been wanting since being a little girl. This isn't a fairytale but there is a happy ending. definitely lots of love maybe bells on the day of our wedding but for now I'll teach you how to love and together will go beyond and above.